I might feel in charge, but God is in control

Sooooo I have been really bouncing around some pretty intense stuff going on in my life, trying to make sense of life and how to deal with these decisions that are coming up in my life. Well, I feel God has really been talking to me recently, and I wanna share it, since I haven't blogged in, ummm idk like 1 1/2 months. So, I have had a big realization recently, and it has been fed by scripture. Well, I went to Buckhead church with some friends today, and heard a scripture that was ground shattering to me. John 6:68 says, "Simon Peter answered him, "Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.""

This passage is speaking volumes to me. You know, when we fall away from God, who do we turn to? We turn to things of the world. Things that are not Holy. I have found myself in the past 'turning away' from God, but never asking where I turn. and I am realizing that as I turn from God, every time I have turn to sin. and that's not good.

I am realizing that I am growing up, and in this growing learning about my relationship with God and Jesus, and realizing that it is a really big idea to call yourself a true Christian and on top of that, one day being a preacher. Those are REALLY REALLY big shoes. So, I am realizing that by committing myself to be a true man of God, I really need to make some strong and real changes. Moving away from this world of sin, and moving into what God needs of me.

Piece of advice: When things get way to overwhelming, throw it into the air and never let your praying knees get lazy.

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These Past 2 Days

So I can say that I have really had the Holy Spirit living in me these last 2 days. For those who I haven't told yet, I have decided to go to Seminary after teaching for some years. I feel like my calling, from day 1, has been to Jesus Christ and to spread our God's word. And my best way to fully experience life is to be a person who is educated in the Lord's word (a.k.a. The Bible).

So, needless to say, Kevin sees big big things in his future and is looking to change lives. Working toward full opening of my eyes one day at a time.

Man does the Lord work in mysterious ways.

So in case you haven't kept in touch with my Facebook, I am going to be getting a tattoo for my birthday, as a present to myself. It is going to be a cross of some sort, with the phrase "fides virtue dilige" on it, meaning "by virtue of faith is love"

If you have any ideas, please leave your comments below.

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Finals week is almost over. :/

So, I really am going to miss the people here at HC. Like I would start truly ticking and clicking with people finals week. And even meeting a really awesome person the week before finals. Man, life can work in mysterious ways. Well, when I sit back and think about it, I remember that God works in strange and mysterious ways.

My move out is definitely going to be an emotional one. Like i am not looking forward to it. I might now miss the institution, but I am going to miss the people, the atmosphere, and the experiences.

On a lighter note, I wrote the only senior letter I am probably going to write this year today. Yeah, I know it was late, but it's all good. And I will admit that it drew a tear from me. It's for the big D Hays. My amazing Brother Dustin Hays.

Well, off to bed. tomorrow will be my last day at HC.

Good Night

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Its Wednesday, Wednesday, Gotta Get Down on Wednesday :)

So as I wind down on my Wednesday, I am sending up an extra prayer for those who have lost family members and are effected by the tragic storms of the past couple of days.

On a lighter note, I feel like I did pretty good on my finals. Finals week, similar to last semester's finals week, has been very relaxed. I knew that if I make it thru these finals, its clear sailing on the way out.

I have started to pack stuff up, and it's kinda getting sad. I am not going to miss the institution, but I am going to miss the people, the fun times, and the life here. I love HC, but sometimes you gotta move into different places and see what you can make out of yourself.

A couple interesting facts of the night:
- Peter Griffin is a left handed guitarist.
- Finals week isn't bad if you just relax and spread out your work.
- I don't have to have a girlfriend to be happy (Thanks Ally)
- I LOVE COLLEGE!!!!
- Live like the song "Love Like Crazy" -- Lee Brice
and finally
- Keep on Keepin on

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Famous Words

In the Famous words of Ice Cube:

"Today was a good day."

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Honesty

I learned a lot about honesty today. I decided today that I was going to open up and tell people how I really truly feel about them. I made one person not so happy, but most other people, when I told them how I truly feel, were very happy to know what I had to say. I think its because I feel good about people, for the most part.

So yes. Being honest today has let me really release some frustrations and built up "anger" i have had.

Overall, Today was a good day.

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As for today...

So I have to be truthful with the people who actually read my blog. I have really been battling demons in my everyday life recently. It has become overwhelming and very frustrating. I truly honestly debated blogging about this, but i am supposed to let my feelings go on this place, so I am.

So I really enjoyed Easter, but it was overshadowed by these wicked emotions. I really didn't know what to do. I think i need a restructure in my life. A chance to sit back and rethink everything. New friends. New ideas. New everything.

Any Comments?

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